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On Hope

If it seems to us difficult, because the practice of virtue is hard, and still more because of the insidious counsel of the adversary, behold, He is pitiful and longsuffering, waiting for our conversion; and when we sin, He holds His hand, in expectation of our repentance; and when we fall, He is not ashamed to take us back, as the prophet says, Shall they fall, and not arise? shall he turn away, and not return? Only let us be on the watch, making sure of a good intention, and let us be converted straight and fair, seeking help from Him, and He is ready to save us. He is looking for our will to turn to Him with a fervent impulse, to the best of our power, and for faith and zeal that springs from a good purpose; the whole success of the endeavour is His own work in us. Let us then endeavour, beloved, like children of God, putting away all preoccupation, and carelessness, and sloth, to be courageous and ready to follow after Him. Let us not put off from day to day, without observing how sin is injuring us. We do not know when we are to depart out of the flesh. The promises made to Christians are great and unspeakable, so great, that all the glory and beauty of sky and earth, and all the other adornment and variety, the wealth and comeliness and delight, of things visible, bear no proportion to the faith and wealth of a single soul.

~ St. Macarius the Egyptian, Fifty Spiritual Homilies, 5.17

I know it’s been a while, but I haven’t forgotten about this blog. I’ve just been busy promoting my new book, The Kingdom of God and the Common Good. Readers of this blog will be happy to know that, in a way, the whole book is about everyday asceticism, focused especially on questions of wealth, poverty, and society today.

Here is a Christmas-y excerpt:

Given that many more of us today enjoy the comforts of relative wealth, we all ought to ask with the disciples, “Who then can be saved?” (Matt. 19:25). But unlike the rich young ruler who despaired for his soul, we should also take comfort in the Lord’s response: “With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible” (19:26). God becomes man. A Virgin gives birth. The blind see. Death is put to death. Those born once can be “born again” (John 3:3). Even we rich can be saved if we see our true poverty before God and prudently use our resources for mercy.

The epigraph from St. Marcarius the Egyptian makes a similar point. Don’t despair over your sin. Hopelessness is “the insidious counsel of the adversary.” Christ, on the other hand, makes the impossibly good, possible. Indeed, the other passage in the Gospel in which we are told “with God nothing will be impossible” (Luke 1:37) is the Annunciation to the Theotokos by the Archangel Gabriel that she, a Virgin, will give birth to the promised Christ.

This Christmas I need the wise counsel of St. Macarius for my soul. But I also need it for the hope of doing things that feel impossible to me. With the blessing of my bishop, I’ve been working to found an Orthodox research institute: the St. Nicholas Cabasilas Institute for Orthodoxy & Liberty. Everything is still in the beginning phases, but I have been amazed how, all year, what has seemed impossible and unimaginable has again and again become possible before my eyes.

The purpose of the institute is to continue what I began with my new book, except tapping into a network of Orthodox scholars from a wide range of disciplines, for the purpose of better equipping Orthodox clergy and laity to live faithful (and ascetic) lives in our very strange modern world.

I’ll try to keep posting here, but between promoting the new book and founding this institute, posts will continue to be infrequent. If you’d like to follow my broader work, check out some of the hyperlinks above.

Lastly, if I may be so bold, I’d like to request some asceticism from you: Please pray for me as I continue this impossible journey, that by God’s grace I would not lose hope, which, after all, is point of it all in the first place.

Christ is born! Let us glorify him!

Hello readers of Everyday Asceticism!

I’m writing to let you know about a new Substack I’ve started called The Cutting Room Floor.

From the first post there:

Good writing requires cuts, but sometimes the cuts deserve a second life.

The Cutting Room Floor is a space for all the little bits of interesting content that get cut from things I publish.

In particular, I have a new book coming out this year, tentatively title The Kingdom of God & the Common Good: An Introduction to Orthodox Christian Social Thought, to be published by Ancient Faith Publishing.

The manuscript is too long, unfortunately, so there will be significant cuts to get it down to size. So The Cutting Room Floor is a place where I will give those cuts a “second life.”

The book is about how to engage modern economies from an Orthodox Christian point of view, and of course that involves some everyday asceticism! But since the scope is broader than this blog, I decided to start this separate Substack for these posts in order to keep this one focused just on asceticism. But I think readers of this blog will be interested, so if you are, head over there and subscribe for free!

Find the first post “Welcome” here.

Thanks for reading! Don’t worry, I’ll keep posting here, too.

What I Saw in Pitesti

In the ancient world, the cross was a symbol and an object of torture for malefactors, and it aroused a sentiment of fear and repulsion in people’s souls. For the Hebrews, the cross was known as a sign of curse; it is written in Deuteronomy 21:22-23 that he who is hung on the tree is a curse before God.

After the Son of God was hung on it, the cross immediately became the sacrificial altar of Christianity. On this altar the sacrifice of reconciliation between man and God was offered.

 ~ Fr. Roman Braga

Ten years ago, in May 2014, I traveled to Romania to present a paper at a conference in Alba Iulia in Transylvania. Romania is a beautiful country marked by centuries of conquest and tragedy, not least the period of communism in the twentieth century. Of the many horrors of this time, the Pitesti prison is known for being particularly dark and evil, diabolic even. Fr. Roman Braga, of blessed memory, had been a prisoner there as a young man. Unexpectedly, in my trip from Bucharest to Alba Iulia, I discovered I would be visiting the prison in Pitesti. I recorded my memory at the time and present it below without major revision:       

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Rational Asceticism

He [Christ] … taught us how one might acquire the ability to refrain from evil and be perfectly good. This takes place in four different ways: first, abandon and reject the things of the world; secondly, love God and put Him above the world; thirdly, love other people and put them above the world; and fourthly, forgo retaliation, cling to forgiveness, reward evil with good, and imitate God.

~ Theodore Abu Qurra, Theologus Autodidactus

I am working on writing my second book, this one on the topic of Orthodox Christian social thought and for Ancient Faith Publishing, and I decided that I should add a chapter on Middle Eastern Orthodox Christians after the Arab conquests of Syria, Palestine, and Egypt.

Theodore Abu Qurra was a late-eight and early-ninth century Orthodox theologian and sometime bishop of Harran, near Edessa, and he is one of the first to write in Arabic (in addition to Greek and Syriac). Edessa was religiously pluralistic, and in the work quoted above, Theodore developed an intriguing thought experiment for trying to discern which religion is the truest.

The thought experiment goes like this: Imagine a man who lives on top of a mountain with his father, a king, whom he knows but has never seen. His father sends him to a village in his kingdom with a physician to care for him. Unfortunately, the son ignores the physician and falls ill. The physician notifies the king, and so the king writes his son a letter telling him what has caused his illness and how to get better, sending it with a messenger. Unfortunately, the king’s enemies hear of this. The king is too powerful for them to harm directly, but they devise a plan to send false messengers with counterfeit letters that will lead the son to poison himself and die. As it happens, all the messengers arrive at the same time, and the son does not know who to believe. How can he figure it out?

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Eulogy for Aric Emery

(July 24, 1981 – July 23, 2023)

Today I gave this eulogy at the memorial service for my friend Aric, who died three weeks ago. Memento mori, meditation on death, is an ascetic discipline after all. Sometimes you choose it. Sometimes it chooses you. But it’s something we all need to do if we want to live our lives in the real world, where all is mortal, even our friends. Hopefully if anyone else finds themselves in that situation, this might help them grieve with the right perspective, too.

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Rightly, then, are those called children who know Him who is God alone as their Father, who are simple, and infants, and guileless, who are lovers of the horns of the unicorns.

Clement of Alexandria

“Are unicorns real?” my daughter Erin asks me.

“No girl. Unicorns are make-believe.”

“Yeah, I know, just like dinosaurs.”

“No, dinosaurs are real. They just don’t exist anymore. They lived a long time ago.”

“Did unicorns live a long time ago?

“No, girl. Unicorns are make-believe.”

This isn’t the first time I’ve had this conversation with her. But she’s 4 years-old, and unicorns are an important part of her life. It makes sense that she’d want to double-check every now and then.

Now, for those wondering about what Clement was talking about, it is worth noting that there was a time in history when the existence of unicorns had not yet been settled. (Also true of dragons, for that matter.) Maybe the existence of rhinos, which one could describe as fat horses with a horn on their nose, found its way to Alexandria via the telephone game. Who knows? The point is, in his defense, real unicorns may have been within the realm of the possible.

However, he might actually be making an allusion to the Bible, which, of course, talks about unicorns.

If that’s news to you, it’s because most modern translations do not use “unicorn.” But the ancient Greek and Latin translations did. And the King James Version, following them, mentions unicorns nine times.

Since Clement specifically mentions the horn of the unicorns, that narrows the possible allusion to three verses:

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The Loveliness of the Cross

Renunciation is nothing else than a manifestation of the cross and of dying…. Consider, then, what the cross implies, within whose mystery it behooves you henceforth to proceed in this world, since you no longer live, but he lives in you who was crucified for you…. But you might say: How can a person constantly carry a cross, and how can someone be crucified while he is still alive? …

Our cross is the fear of the Lord. Just as someone who has been crucified, then, no longer has the ability to move or to turn his limbs in any direction by an act of his mind, neither must we exercise our desires and yearnings in accordance with what is easy for us and gives us pleasure at the moment but in accordance with the law of the Lord and where it constrains us.

~ St. John Cassian, Institutes

Tonight in the Orthodox Church, we commemorate Great Friday: the crucifixion of our Lord and God and Savior Jesus Christ.

There are cosmic dimensions to this. St. Paul tells us “in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ … the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world” (Gal. 6:14). So also, says St. John, “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life” (John 3:16).

This cosmic and mystical aspect of the cross historically occurs more frequently in the Byzantine Tradition.

We can also speak of the crucifixion as fulfillment of the sacrifices of old:

And every priest stands ministering daily and offering repeatedly the same sacrifices, which can never take away sins. But this Man [Jesus], after He had offered one sacrifice for sins forever, sat down at the right hand of God, from that time waiting till His enemies are made His footstool. (Hebrews 10:11-13)

This tends to be the more common Western emphasis: Christ offers himself as the perfect sacrifice for our sins, so that partaking of his Body and Blood we may live anew in his victory.

There is at least one more emphasis, and perhaps, from my limited reading, this is more prevalent in the Russian Tradition, understood in the historical sense (rather than present-day nations and politics). This emphasis, according to G. P. Fedotov, can be called the “kenotic” or self-emptying aspect of the Cross.

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The Joy of Thy Salvation

Lesson after the Presanctified Liturgy

Holy Trinity Greek Orthodox Church

Grand Rapids, Michigan

March 30, 2022

Introduction

A story from the desert Fathers provides a fitting image for our topic tonight:

The monks praised a brother to Abba Antony. But Antony went to him and tested whether he could endure abuse. And when he perceived that he could not bear it, he said: “You are like a house with a highly decorated facade, where burglars have stolen all the furniture out of the back door.”

In chapters 14 through 18 of Way of the Ascetics, Tito Colliander focuses on the topics of humility, watchfulness, resolution, and prayer. Without humility, we cannot be watchful. Without watchfulness or “vigilance,” we cannot be resolute. Without resolution—“the will to resist” temptation—we cannot truly pray. Then, no matter how holy we may seem to our brothers and sisters, their praise only amounts to window dressing, while inside the houses of our hearts, nothing of value remains. We have allowed burglars—our temptations—to steal away our virtue while we weren’t looking, too self-absorbed to notice.

Colliander connects these four elements in the second paragraph of chapter 14:

Humility is a prerequisite, for the proud man is once and for all shut out. Vigilance is necessary in order immediately to recognize the enemies and to keep the heart free from vice. The will to resist must be established at the very instant the enemy is recognized. But since without me ye can do nothing (John 15:5), prayer is the basis on which the whole battle depends.

My intention in this talk tonight is to augment Colliander’s discussion of these four elements by fleshing out some of the Fathers’ teachings that he sometimes leaves implicit in these chapters. With greater nuance, then, I hope we’ll be able to have a deeper discussion of these essential spiritual tools as they relate to our own lives.

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Why Praise God?

Great are you, O Lord, and strongly to be praised: Great is your power, and your wisdom cannot be quantified. And man wants to praise you, though a tiny portion of your creation, and man is surrounded by his mortality, the witness to his sin, the witness that you resist the proud — yet man wants to praise you, though a tiny portion of your creation. You rouse us to delight in your praise; for you made us for yourself, and our heart is restless until it rests in you.

~ St. Augustine of Hippo, Confessions

Why praise God? The Scriptures and hymns of the Church are full of praises of God. Yet the Church also affirms, to quote St. Athanasius, “God … stands in need of nothing, but is self-sufficient and self-contained, and … in Him all things have their being, and … He ministers to all rather than they to Him….”

So if God needs nothing, is self-sufficient, and ministers to us rather than we to him … why praise him? If he doesn’t need anything, he doesn’t need our praises. If he’s all-powerful, all-good, and all-knowing, certainly he knows how great he is. So why praise him?

Does God have a fragile ego, in need of constant affirmation? No. Is he incomplete or imperfect without us? No. What good is praise to God?

The answer: It sort of isn’t. We praise God not because God needs our praise but because we need to praise him. God is Goodness, Truth, and Beauty. According to St. Severinus Boethius, “God is absolute happiness.” Praising God reorients our perspective to value most what matters most. It is metanoia, a “changing of the mind,” i.e., repentance.

Just saying words of praise, however, isn’t enough. According to Metropolitan St. Philaret of Moscow, prayer is “[t]he lifting up of man’s mind and heart to God, manifested by devout words.” It isn’t just our words, like some magical incantation, but “man’s mind and heart.” As St. Augustine points out, that seems a lot harder.

This would seem to make our desire to praise God a fool’s errand. Yet the secret grace to it all comes precisely when we realize this. We can only, with great struggle, turn to God and offer imperfect, inadequate, insufficient, and superfluous praise. Yet it is in the very act of truly doing so, truly reorienting our minds and hearts and seeing ourselves for what we really are compared to God, that he is there, at once terrifying, calming, cleansing, uplifting, and flooding our hearts with the very purity, joy, and rest for which we so dearly long.

God is great, but we are minuscule compared to him and literally nothing without him. Furthermore, we are mortal; he is Life itself. We are sinful; he is Goodness. We are dishonest; he is Truth. We envy and hate each other; he “is Love” (1 John 4:8).

“Come to me,” beckons Jesus, “all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light” (Matthew 11:28-30).

That is a call that must be answered every day. Lord, have mercy, that I would do so more often.

Sometimes it seems easier to get caught up in the tragedy and evil of a world under the shadow of death and sin, but that broad road is restless. It only seems easy, but it always ends up harder.

The narrow road, the path away from emptiness toward the fullness of life and meaning — that road always seems harder, harder to see, harder to accept, harder to travel. And yet, whenever we manage, however imperfectly, to do so, we find the terrible, transcendent God before us in Jesus Christ, “gentle and lowly in heart.” We find an easy burden, “rest for [our] souls.”

And that is why we praise him.

The Problem of Goodness

It is plain, then, that the only object sought for in all these ways is happiness. For that which each seeks in preference to all else, that is in his judgment the supreme good. And we have defined the supreme good to be happiness. Therefore, that state which each wishes in preference to all others is in his judgment happy.

~ St. Severinus Boethius, The Consolation of Philosophy, 3.2

Boethius suffered martyrdom in the sixth century. Once a Roman senator and philosopher of some renown, his political rivals—by his account, at least—accused him of a crime he didn’t commit: conspiracy to overthrow the king. Boethius was a Catholic, in the ancient sense of that term meaning “Orthodox,” but Rome had been conquered in the fifth century by the Goths (basically ancient, “high church” Jehovah’s Witnesses, if that makes any sense). While he had been able to maintain his place in society as an aristocrat, despite being a Catholic, over time he made the wrong enemies. He wrote The Consolation of Philosophy while awaiting execution.

One might expect Boethius to have struggled with what is called the “problem of evil” today. That is, if God is so good and powerful, how come the innocent suffer? Injustice certainly troubled Boethius; he experienced it firsthand. But throughout the work he expresses no doubt in the goodness of God. Instead, he questions the worth of his education. His problem is basically: “If the innocent suffer, what good is my degree?” That actually strikes me as a far more contemporary question.

In the ancient world, philosophy was the summit of higher education. Boethius, like Cicero before him, learned philosophy and decided to become a statesman to serve the common good. In some ways, Boethius marks the beginning of the scholastic era that so strongly formed the methodology of medieval academia. He may have been the first to articulate and follow a strict distinction between philosophy and theology. Sometimes philosophy may touch on theological topics, but to put it simply philosophy constitutes reasoned reflection on everyday reality for the sake of the good life, whereas theology is reasoned reflection on divine revelation.

The Consolation of Philosophy is a philosophical work. Boethius talks about God, and I plan to reflect here on some of what he says, but there are more references to ancient myth than the Bible or Church Tradition. So what is he trying to accomplish?

Boethius wants the work to be an apology, a defense, for philosophy. The work is a philosophical dialogue, in fact, between Boethius and Lady Philosophy—philosophy personified. She comes to console him in his suffering and assure him that, despite the manifest injustice he faces, his studies have not been in vain.

In what amounts to a brilliant summary of the patristic synthesis of ancient Greek and Biblical ethics, Lady Philosophy walks Boethius through all the reasons why riches, fame, and power—the things people so often mistake for happiness—do not of themselves satisfy us. Rather, she reminds him that “the essence of absolute good and of happiness is one and the same.” Virtue is the only true good and the source of all joy. Vice is the only true evil. It is possible for the wicked to have the pleasures of riches, fame, and power, but it is not possible for them to be happy. By contrast, even those unjustly awaiting their execution may be happy, despite their suffering, if they only have virtue.

But what is this goodness? What is this happiness? Lady Philosophy tells him plainly, “God is absolute happiness.” We might think of the Scripture, “But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things”—the things you worry over every day—“shall be added to you” (Matthew 6:33). Or this one: “Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28).

The Consolation of Philosophy is beautifully written—Boethius even intersperses songs into the dialogue—and I happen to agree with the general thesis of the work, so naturally it appeals to me. I especially like, however, that, once again, it is not a theological apologetic. Boethius just assumes God exists and is good. He gives a few reasons for that belief in passing, but they aren’t the focus of the work. They are data to a different problem.

What I find fascinating is that, to me at least, Boethius ends up with something of the polar opposite of the “problem of evil.” Goodness is the problem that needs an explanation. We look around ourselves and see unimaginable injustice and suffering every day. But we also see and believe and, if we are so blessed, have even experienced something in this life that can only be called “good.” This goodness, so long as we agree with Lady Philosophy, is indifferent to circumstance. The rich, famous, and powerful have no more of it—and perhaps have even less—than the poor, ignominious, and weak. Anywhere and in any circumstances, in good or ill fortune, we can imagine a human being—even Buzz Aldrin on the surface of the moon, for example—to have access to it. Despite all the atrocities and hardships and toil of this life, goodness abides, and in that goodness we find the only thing worth the name “happiness” and, if we agree with Boethius, “God.”

Goodness is everywhere, untouched by evil, all the more victorious over it the stronger evil seems, all the brighter the darker evil becomes. If we want to wax philosophically, we might modify (for the better, in my opinion) Anselm of Canterbury’s ontological argument. In it he argued that existence is better than non-existence, therefore God, being the best imaginable thing, must exist. I find this question begging and thus unsatisfying. But if, like Boethius, we already presume the existence of the good, we need only ask, “What makes more sense: that the good is living and active or inert and passive?” Which of these two options deserves the name “good”?

I think, perhaps, Boethius touches on a much graver and more common dilemma. People may or may not believe in the existence of God, but trying to engage with them on that question often misses a far more important one: the real question all of us face is whether we believe in the good. If there is goodness, then there is meaning and hope and happiness and, indeed, God himself. And if there isn’t, then …

So, perhaps unintentionally, we arrive at theology after all. What are we who have that hope supposed to do? Write a treatise? Argue about it? No, rather “Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven” (Matthew 5:16).

Lord have mercy that I might carry that flame of goodness with me wherever I go.